An Overall Odd Feeling

I have been absent for the last couple of weeks, my apologies. I am working on 5 different blogs right now, but I am trying to be more conscious of editing and formulating the blog before I hit post. That's part of why I have not blogged. The second reason was that I wasn't feeling well. After two weeks of being exhausted all the time, heart palpitations and an overall odd feeling I went to the Dr. last Monday thinking they were going to give me a prescription for anxiety. I left that day with the prescription, but they also wanted to check my heart too, just in case. Tuesday, I found out that my aortic valve was leaking (aka Aortic Regurgitation) and Wednesday I had a procedure that told me I was born with a bi-valve. So basically, my aortic valve has two flaps instead of three and now it is leaking. To say the least, I was shocked. I am still processing it all really. There is no cure, no pill I can take, it is what it is, and at this moment not much in my life has to changed. I am going to write more about it later, and I debated on even writing about it at all and putting it out there, but it's apart of my Adventures Into Thirty story.